4.2

 I think I could have done without today, from start to finish April 2, 2014 can just fucking poof be gone. I knew today was going to be one of those days when I was standing at work, my manager was talking and I was focused on the ground shifting. She said a lot of good things especially when she mentioned that "I should be an actress" Yes I know!
 I almost made it through my first job without any real fuck this moment but of course, not before a meeting with my managers came. Surprisingly, it went well... until I was informed that I had confided in what ended up being a super ass snitch! I'm still blowed that I got played by a cool, stylish chick, lucky for me I didn't spill all my beans to her. Seriously though, it has been awhile since I've felt the need to have my guard up when speaking to people. I've always been the type of person that if I say something I have no issues with repeating what I said yet, there are some things that you just don't expect to have to repeat. I learned my lesson today though, at the wrong time and truthfully it only takes one good time to cross me the wrong way and that's it.
 Since I pride myself on practice what I preach it would have been hypercritical of me to go back in and confront the girl or better yet give her a piece of my mind.... Jesus knows that's what I really wanted to do. A few more serious of why me, why today moments came, I tried to end the night off good by picking up pizza for Rae and I and what do I notice???? My laptop is not in my bag!!! At this time I'm at my second job, in walks my manager, the phone is ringing and I'm seconds from a meltdown.
 I didn't meltdown, I got the pizza and my laptop (thank you sweet baby) and made it home. What a day it has been, I've just been thinking too much and yes it is about everything happening now. I knew April was going to be a crazy month BUT this, I rebuke it be the tone for the rest of the month!

Love & Sunshine... &&& PEACE!!

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